yeah tml no need to go to sch ! woot cus got O lvl pure prat exam going on ... and we no need to go .... did not do much in sch today ... did some English vocab in class, phy go through the part.. than MT .. got extra class on thu ... haix... ...some stupid ppl still wan to skip Chinese class ...when teacher is trying to help us ... result not that good le still dont wan work hard when o lvl is so ... extreme near ......if now u are dreaming abt going to any where after o and dont "save urself" well u mus as well give up now ..... well u can say i AP or watever .... i dont wan to see anyone in class to go to ITE after this yr .... wasting one more yr to go ite ... sound so stupid .... y not work hard now and get over with it ..... Do ur best that all ... no one will laugh at u wat .... watever.... then after sch got back my hi/ss paper ... wanted to ask MS V. chan to explain or go through my paper ... BUT she not free .... so sad.....

i wan to pass every single subject and go to my Dream Poly ... Singapore Polytechnic ........ although in class i go around saying my 3 A's ( not 3 A1 hor!).....but u all think i am happy with my result ... well if u think ya .. i tell u ... i dont think so .... ya u can say "3 Aces waa so good le"... " ver proud lo got 3 aces" or watever .... 3 aces is gd of cus the more aces the better it get....but this is not O lvl result ... is only prelims ... and even so if this is O lvl result is not gd ... is nvr good at all ... ppl are getting high grade and going to poly (1 digit) ... u think with this kind of result i can go in the to course which i wan... no i dont think i am able to ... ppl around mi are studying hard to go ... JC ... i can nvr be able to compare with them ..... even they dont study they also can get not that bad result ... mi .. nvr study sure fail ..... and maybe i am "Lookdown" by ppl .... i dont know maybe i think tooo much ..... i am trying to let other know that i am NOT THAT BAD AS U THINK OKIE ! i am trying to proof myself that i can do well just like u all lo ... watever la say so much also no use, as if they will understand mi like that ...
maybe i am giving myself too much stress i dont know la ... 5:31 PM