I am tired ... of very thing ...
lot tons of thingys to be done ... but somehow ..
i am not doing them
i cant find motivation, i cant find anything ..
whats going on?

all i can think about is sleep, but i have rested alot .. and not doing work and i still feel very tired ... why ??

even though i met my target for last yr ... that does not means that that it correct? whats wrong ...
seriously i cant find any motivation this yr ...

oh well.. maybe whatever i wanted to learn i have learn them, what ever i wanted to do , i have did them, whatever i have aim i have achieved them, well nothing is pushing me ... i need something .. can you return to me? this is the last yr .. i wan do my best and get over with it ..
may not stay in this industry but just finish it for sure cus i know i am enjoying some parts of it, but not most ...

i need them now seriously ...

and also I NEED HOLIDAY, that very serious as i do not have a proper rest since the last holiday which is like during sept last yr !! hiax 2:49 AM

YEAH BACK FROM SHANGHAI !!!
3wk there .. learn many thing okay maybe not that many .. but i learn somethings ya ...
Thanks all the 老师 haha ...
totally miss the yr3 class (caid) and the 老师, funny ppl ah LOL ... have great time with them in class .. i will miss that for sure ...
and all the time slacking at there while studying ... we can nvr get it here ... THAT ＷＩＬＬ ＢＥ A ＳＵＲＥ MISS THING !!!

now i am miss the coldness there ... damn here is really hot ..
thanks xujie, yuying very much to bring us around shanghai and take care of us in a way
and denial, gao tongxie and more .. haha will miss you all !!! and SHANGHAI！　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｏｌｄ　ｏｕｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　．．　ｆｒｅｅ　ａｉｒｃｏｎ　２４／７　
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