humm ... design show will be held at vivo woo

okay dont know that a good thing or not
well need a fyp project of cus .. whcih i dont have any currently
i wonder do i even have a place there first ...
and i able to get FYP in my next stm ... that the BIG BIG QN

minds cant stop inputting all this negative thoughts ...
Ahh i dont know wat i feel ..
I am tired of studying .. / school ...
Just want to have a healthy lifestyle like now .. okay maybe not now as in now
be like the last few mths ... i would be a happy person enjoying wat i am doing and effection time to spent with my friends and family ...
well school take all this a way from me ... it more NO LIFE then working ...
totally not in a studying or school thinking anymore ... just feel like stopping ..

well ... the truth is ... I dont really like that sch or the environment or yar wat ever u called it ...
it is just now suitable for me

well pray hard now ... cus i know result is near ...
i dont wish to fail... just let me finish this diploma .. and let me go ...
am tired of it (school work) it isnt fun at all ... working facing reality ... are much better

i know many would have different thinking from mine .. but i dont care ...
all i want is get a proper job .. fixed pay and fixed time ... and of cus enjoyments ....
being famous or wat ... is not my type ... i dont care if i am or not ... even i am .. as if ppl would know ...unless u show/ tell or they saw it .. so is kind of pointless... just wan to be normal ... hiaxx 3:37 AM